::Counting Blessings:: Sigh…and Whew!::

These Few Months, I found out more about Human’s Heart. About Life. About how thin is the line between friends and enemies. Good and Bad.

It’s not like I never realized it before after what I’ve been through. But I do still believe, everybody deserve 2nd chance even chances to proof that sometimes whatever things that they’ve done, good or bad can be changed into something even better.

But somehow, these past few months… lots of "sighs" and "whew" came from my filthy mouth (and a few "OUCH!")…so on.

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:: Counting Blessing :: Today, this Hour, 17 Years Ago….

I was 8 years old. There was no tears rolled down from my eyes, at least not infront of them. Because inside, I’ve lost one of the best part in my life forever.

I was (and still am) his biggest fans. No one can imagine the aches in my heart. I still can feel his warm smile and eyes, hugging me everyway he could.

I was held by him, always. I still remember our trip to one of the Seven wonders, when he carried me up to the top of the masterpieces, on his shoulder.

I always trust him and his love that endless. I didn’t care when fingers bleed when he cut my nails, I still want him to be the one who cut it off everynite.

I admire his kind-heart and love, not only to his family but to others. How he have tought me "LOVE". For so many things that I remember vividly.

I am his secret-admirer. I always amazed with his spirit, his enterprenuership, his generousity towards others.

Today, this hour, 17 years ago. That feelings stay the same.

Now. He is still the one. And I miss him so much. I love you, Dad.

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