::Counting Blessings :: I Don’t Want The Ordinary….

September 5th, 2006

3.25 am. with so many pending jobs…and minds, playing this song ….brainwashed by my partial crazy cousin who wrote and sing this song….

Tak Perlu katakan lagi, Mengerti aku yang kita hadapi…

Tak Perlu memaksa diriku, karena aku tak kan berpaling meninggalkanmu…

Sementara aku sungguh sungguh tak sanggup hidup tanpa kamu…..

(You don’t need to say anything, I completely understand what we are facing…

You don’t need to push me away, because I won’t leave you anyway…

While I’m really couldn’t live without you….)

Tak Ingin Aku Bahagia…

Tak Mencari Satu Perubahan, dalam hidupku….tanpa dirimu.

Tak Ingin AKu Yang Termudah, Tak Ingin Cinta Yang Biasa, Makanya dari itu aku bersamamu…

(I don’t want to feel these happiness….I don’t want to find any changes in my life without you…

I don’t want the easiest way, Don’t want the Ordinary Love….That’s why I’m with you….)

Sudahlah bukan salahmu, Hanya waktu yang tak berpihak

Sudahlah jangan kau pikirkan…

Yang kubutuh tak lain hanyalah Mencintaimu…Sementara kamu mencintai aku setulus hatimu….

(That’s okay, it’s not your fault. It’s only time. Just let it go, you don’t have to think about it….

All I need is loving you….while you love me with all your soul)

Tak Ingin Aku Bahagia…

Tak Mencari Satu Perubahan, dalam hidupku….tanpa dirimu.

Tak Ingin AKu Yang Termudah, Tak Ingin Cinta Yang Biasa, Makanya dari itu aku bersamamu…

(That’s why I came back here for YOU eventhough I know things never really changed, That’s why I don’t mind to work my ass off for YOU because I admire and look up to you, That’s why I don’t mind YOU have an evil-gf and you are drifting away from us because I remember our closeness childhood, That’s why I "fight" for YOUR love eventhough I know it’s gonna hurt me so bad from the start, and it’s gonna be hard, That’s why I always misses YOU and inspired by your white-soul…That’s why I "stay"….

Because… I don’t want the easiest way, Don’t want the Ordinary Love….That’s why I’m with you….)

For Top 5 person that really special in my life now….. I’m sorry to keep hurting you all, selfish me.