Blast From The Past.x.x.x
This few days, lots of thing happened.
One thing, my Imsonia came back. I can stay active ’till 2 in the morning. If I try to sleep, I won’t fell to sleep. I’ll just close my eyes, and lotz of things flying into my head. Good things, Bad things, Happy and Sad,….
And when I did fall to sleep, I’ll wake up tired and restless. With NO Dream, at all.
Other things, I met few people from my past. They were the people that really meant something for me before, well…they still are, but in different ways, different feelings…now. Having chances to met them, it makes me realize how I’ve hurt them so bad. How selfish I am. Up until now…. It’s not a good thing to look at your past, while so many people told me to just look foward to the future and present.
That’s me. I’m a deep-thinker. Always take something seriously, even for something your not supposed to give your heart and soul. Izzit a good thing? or bad?…. I still don’t have answers for that.
I hope, I won’t do stupid stuffs again, like before. When I acted so silly and out of control. When I hurt and drove aways the people that care so much about me. When I just made the scare of my childish words and needy thingy. When I just made them don’t want to be part of my life anymore.
I regret all of that. I regret have to lose them. I regret that all of that have to be a bad memories at least for me.
I know, wherever they are right now. They will be happy without me.
Uncategorized | Comments (2)Gadget Fever…
Someone very dearly close in my heart got a disease. A Fever.
She have 4 cellphones. One is sony erricson T-somethin`, other is Nokia somethin`, another is sony erricson T-somethin` too (I don’t even know what types they are!). And recently I just got her an O2 Phone with great access to computer and wi-fi thingy….because she kept whining about how cool is the cellphone and how I haven’t gave her anything yet since I just came from the state. So I decide to make her life complete (at least for now), and to make my life more peacefull. 
Let me tell you, She even have different way to use them; Two of them is for Text Messaging only (SMS), other is for receiving calls only, and the O2-phone with its heavenly features is for gaming! …only. (Arghh…).
Few days ago, suddenly she mentioned to me about another new-coming out cellphone and of course with its all hightech features. After that day, she just keep mentioning that THING~!
Okay, I know that she want it. But, My Dear Lord. She already have 4 cellphones.
Why does she need another one? Why?
Maybe this one will be specially use for WI-FI….
Maybe….
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DATELINEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! EVERryyyyyWHereeeee….!!!
Uncategorized | Comment (0)To be with you is all that i need….
Dearest someone who understand me the most…..[While we're apart...]
I Will Fly
Ten 2 Five
You know all of the things i’ve said
You know all the things that we have done
and things i gave to you
Is there a chance for me to say
how prentice you are in my life, and you know that it’s true..
to be with you is all that i need
cos with you, my life seems brighter, and these are all the things, i wanna say..
I will fly in to your arms, and be with you till the end of time
Why are you so far away, you know it’s very hard for me…
to get myself close to you
You are the reason why i stay
You are the one who cannot believe
Our love will never end
If its only in my dream
You’re the one who cannot see this
How could you be so blind..
To be with you is all that i need
‘cos with you, my life seems brighter, and these are all the things, i wanna say….