So many things to, — So little time!
Arghhh, - Wishing time just "STOP" right here–right now.
I’m a mess, my desk is a mess, my lovely PC haven’t s`sleep` for weeks. Lotz of things need to be done at work.
Clientelle, Content, ….
It’s a tiring thing to start everything at once, everything from start.
Hoping everything goes well.
Uncategorized | Comment (0)Woke up on the wrong side of my pillow
I Pig-Out last nite`.
Had dinner @Benihana Japanese Steakhouse & Sushi, as usuall they have Sushi buffet thing for $18. I mean, c’mon—everybody kinda know out there. Buffet Restaurant owner would be scare of Asian. Because we eat a lot.
It’s not like Caucasian doesn’t eat as much as we do. When it’s come to a big caucasian, och, sure they’ll a lot too but It is more about, "control".
That’s why in Asia, more of the buffet place, set a limitation time to dine in there. For an instance, have you ever went to Chicken Hartz Buffet in Jakarta, they do limit us for 2 hours only. Costumer is not really a King, ha ha ha….
I guess, I’m just being an Asian last nite, especially I love SUSHI~ (hmm…). The fish dancing in front of you. Calling you. Man, how can I resist!! I’m a piggish. A Compulsive Eater.
My Greedyness come to an end this morning when I woke up, not feeling so well. My cheeks are swollen (or they are just as big as before, HAH!), my back hurts, My neck cracked, my head felt so dingy-dingy. I felt that I don’t wanna eat anymore my entire life…
But…sure, the sushi was good. I’ll be back….:D
Uncategorized | Comment (0)Things that you wan to be the same—changed, the one you would love to see changed…remains the same.
Same ol` memories. Same ol` corner. Same ol` town.
Finally back to my hometown, after 4 years "on the run". Nothing really changes there. Lotz of great restaurants and street vendors still stay open–(Thanks Lord-!) and the people still an "easygoers". Just getting crowded. Guess, lotz of people have their own cars now and of course, motorbikes are everywhere, like always. and… yeach, Pontianak still the town of exquisite -cuisines!
It was a really soothing feeling, somehow relaxing. Felt so safe.
Well, it was a different experience in Jakarta (where I will spend the most of my time now, because my family has moved to this big city-so called).
Is it because I just got back from the US, that everything unimpeccable seems so crazy to me!~~ Culture-schock, huh?
The very first day, I got in (Jakarta), I already spread tears, not because of fears or sadness. They were tears of disbelief and disappointment of my own beloved country, of the way they treats people. (Yeach, I still can’t believe I cried on the first day i arrived in Indonesia, supposed to be the day of Joy) Still I can’t compare the ground rules of Indonesia with US. Is far beyond our imagination. We kinda have to wait years for Jakarta to be as well-regulated as any small town in the US. I told to myself, "Golly! Am I ready for this? What is happening? How I’m gonna stay and live in this place?"
Every chaotic-addlebrained feeling came into my mind, until my plane landed in Pontianak, my hometown.
It was Different—I’m telling you. Again, Soothed. Relaxed. Safe.
I was like—Hey! What is it now! It’s not like my hometown have better orderliness than Jakarta. It’s not even by far more advanced. It’s more crowded now! It doesn’t have any bigger Malls than Mall Taman Anggrek, yet.
Ahh….the power of HOMETOWN. 
I still can’t compare it with any places in US that I have visited. My hometown is nothing compares to them (Okay, okay….except for the food). We can have everything in the US, your life basically predictable here. Only lazy or unlucky people will get poor, but the rest—as long you have courages and willing to work you ass off, you can live. Hey, it’s first world country, what can we say!~
But it’s just too bored, too routines. I’m an OCD~ (Compulsive Disorder Disease), for me something untemptuous isn’t FUN. Oh yeach, I want that stablity, that balanced in life, I can have it in US. Heck no! How old am I? 60? I guess, it isn’t my time yet. 
Well I just have to handle it, I guess? There, granted. I want to have a roller-coaster life. It has to be Jakarta.
Suddenly, something came into my mind, like someone slammed a big-giant hammer on my head! ….I’m just a small-town girl.